i also cannot fucking believe she would search my room

i cannot believe that my mom used to have an eating disorder when she was my age

im fucking screwed jesus

ka few people.
but mainly a certain boy, not like i like him again or anything i just miss being friends

(via bloodypounds)

i open up a text message… ‘hey’ i type and read it over and over again before i erase the simple 3 letters and close the message… i ruined this, i ruined it for myself.

death-consciousness:

accurate

(Source: selfmutilate, via flebilis)

i have this overall feeling of sadness and abandonment no matter the situation and it basically physically hurts me and i cant stand it anymore